[TheBeloved]

For several years of my life I have refused to engage in anything in any depth because of this "problem" with polarization. I knew what the "problem" but that didn't make it any easier.

The answer was really quite simple. I was of the "Dark force" it was in my nature, always has been, and since the point when I realized this in my late teens, I have proceeded to sabotage almost everything I've done. And why ? Because I was afraid of myself.

The dark force is neither good nor evil and contrary to the gist of Steve's blog, the dark force is not fear based either. It is really quite simple.

The dark force is the force that finds it's expression through "the journey into the heart of the darkness." It is neither evil nor fear based but it is a force that must derive it's fuel from it's discourse with fear.

It is what Raymond Chandler is dreaming when he writes "Down those mean streets a man must go,.." and the bit which is often very conveniently forgotten "who is neither afraid nor tarnished." This is the central problem of the dark force. One must know one's self before embarking along this path for along this way the price of "failure" is very high. Not just for oneself but for whoever and whatever is in one's proximity.

Despite all this. The dark force is a beautiful force. It is the force that built this world as we know it. The computer on which you're reading this blog is of the dark force. All civilisation as we know it is in essence of the dark force. Modern technology, medicine and almost all the arts are of the dark force.

The dark force is that which issues forth and engages with the world and with men as they are in all forms. The dark force is the form that created the need for the 23rd psalm "the lord is my shepherd,.."

The dark force is that which has brought such beauty into the world as we know it by manipulation of the worlds many and various materials. (from earth to sound and light) Any "sophistication" is by nature of that self same dark force.

The dark force at it's pinnacle is light itself. The same light as is the pinnacle of the "light" force just that it's path is more arduous and torturous.

It is a light that is thrust forth, that is created by first sinking deep into the darkness from which it must burst forth as if flung from a catapult.

It is that which must go inwards first before coming out. That is all that it is.

It is the force of "man". The way of the God within the man by way of the man. If you believe we are incarnate here of our own spiritual will it is primarily because our "consciousness" is desirous of this dark force. Of the experience of the path of the dark force. Of the challenge and deliciousness of the dark path. To be able to sink into that dark and bring forth light. What magic, what absolutely divine and sublime magic.

The main problem of the dark pathway is this - if one is "afraid or tarnished" the descent is into "hell" He who loses his way along this path is capable of anything, the deepest and most inhuman cruelty. This is one of the perils of the dark path. He who travels along this path lays himself open and is susceptible if not adequately prepared. He must have laser like vision and accurate cardinal inner compass for all he sees cannot be trusted. Erins dream of the battle against the 10? evils is just another emanation of the dark path.

Ultimately the pathways of the two forces are like trying to walk from one end of the diameter of a circle to the other but by taking opposite halves.

Hitler was an emanation of the dark force as is Ghandi and what a difference in the two. One got lost the other didn't. That is the nature of the dark path and of our beautiful matchless world

If you are sure of yourself and well prepared there is nothing to fear about this path just read the 23rd psalm.



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