Reread what you have said.
"I want to be rich right now."
"...I
will be rich."
What's the underlying assumption in that statement?
"I am not rich right now."
You are approaching your manifestation from a vibration of
lack and
have-not rather than a vibration of abundance and prosperity. Whenever you think of winning the lottery, you tell yourself that your life is not abundant, and because you believe you do not have abundance in your life you do not give yourself permission to express your Purpose.
How pressed for time are you really? Can you not find the time to write one page, or even half a page a day? At the end of one year that's 182-365 pages, enough to make at least a small novel.
Here's an excerpt from John Grisham's
Official Bio Page:
Today the man has 235 million books in print worldwide. His advice to aspiring writers? Just start with a
page a day.
On the other hand, here's what 42 year old Lisa Arcand, the winner of a $1 million lottery jackpot had to say four years after she'd
hit the jackpot:
I'll let you decide which one is more successful.
You say you welcome change, yet you are waiting for change to come from outside of you, rather than starting to change from within. Stop looking for excuses NOT to live your life the way you intend it to and start looking for ways you CAN do it.