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Old 11-22-2009, 02:51 PM   #1 (permalink)
seirwyn
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Default Whats going on here?!

Ive recently read 'Ask and it is given', 'Excuse me your life is waiting' and 'loa Step by step' (by Wendy betterini. they all stress the importance of feeling good-about everything not just your intents- and also not feeling negative. Ive pat that into practise and life is getting better. Ive had about three straight weeks of feeling good, not getting stressed as often as I used to and even indulging in delicious daydreams about my intents.
I have had a really good week and been feeling great. So you think that everything I could ever want should just magically appear right? So why is it that twice in one weekend I have intended to buy something from a shop, decided not to focus on the worry of 'what if I cant find it?' and instead fiocus on feeling all happy and excited about finding it, only to get to the shop and find it is not there. Nice one universe. What is going on?!
Am I limiting the universe by giving a time/spce limit? After all, I needed those things now.
I know I had some negative feelings but I didnt dwell on them I did feel them for a while but decided to be positive instead. This worked for somehting else this week (although it was difficult at first, it did work out very well in the end.)
Has anyone else had a similar experience? What Im finding is that as Im changing my energy Im getting more of the things I want but Im still not getting everything. (yet) Is this how it normally works for beginners? they never tell you this stuff in the books and courses. They just tell you to think ha[[y thoughts and 'poof!' all your dreams will instantly appear an alll your problems will disappear overnight! But in my experience it just isnt that straightforward.
I mean, why is it that I have a desire for a certain type of lace and a certain type of fabric. I didnt even bother to try to consciously manifest the lace because I didnt want to wait about 5 years for the thing to show up. So a week later I just stumble across an ad for a website and this leads to me finding the lace. But nothing like that has happened with the fabric. I care equally about the two of them, am in a vibe where my other desires are starting to show, yet total silence on this one and a few others.
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