[Uplift]

Hi Melanie Peace, sorry you are in pain, and sorry you were hurt. It's not your fault, not one fraction, don't ever, ever doubt it. Unless you consider existing being a fault. All I know is that I believe in Spirit or God, that is behind any possibility or creation or whatever. Whats left when anything, or everything is removed. No - thing before even the remotest idea of humanness...that anything springs from. All equal, never ending, every iota good, fearless untouchable, unshakable, self sustaining good. I believe that is our real nature, and have had experiences to make it more than just a belief based on faith. I believe that is our and anything's deepest true nature...non suffering, painless. And the gift or creation is freedom of the image, the particle, free choice to each infinite particle. Maybe anyway, because that bit I don't know, I'm still searching. But this is fact. Everyone has a choice, every instant. Look at all these posts. Fact... some people accept, argue for, fall into line for, even champion and parade themselves as experts on suffering, in writing. Thats why it exists. Some people let it. It's a con job. Karma, a paedophiles dream come true... 'hello little girl or boy, have you ever heard of a magic, special thing called karma. Let me teach you, it will be our little secret, our little spiritual lesson'. I asked this question because I see 'Spiritual?' people making counter Spiritual choices. Jesus says don't kill or harm, love thy neighbour, and christians get sucked into killing in God's name. Buddha freaks about insects being harmed, laments how he cannot rest while even insects suffer, and some con man turns it into karma, bushido, kamakasi, and sends buddhists into a frenzy dying and killing for Buddha. Spiritual whatevers rant about all equal, all loving, knowing, powerful, indescribable bliss, that is our reality, that we are a part of, and then accept, and explain (choosing) pain and suffering. You got stitched up because our culture accepts, and allows it. I'm serious, imagine a culture with totally different values, teaching methods, beliefs, and aims. Where non suffering was championed, extremely important. For some it's just easier not to. Just like it was easier to go along with hitler's ideals. One guy overpowers how many? Bottom line Melanie Peace. You made it, you are still here. For now, you have to love yourself, you have to save yourself. Society is too busy watching the grammy's and reading about karma. I've done that many courses, meditations, read books, prayed, visualised, talked to gurus, avatars, grovelled, begged, argued and finally realised even though it's not my fault, even though I was just an innocent little squirt of a kid, that the abuse caused patterns, scars, to form in my thinking. Just like someone who had fantastic things happen at that age, and sees life through different patterns and eyes. There's no other way other than for me to change the patterns. I'm Spirit. So are you. And the exciting thing is all of my other attempts have taught me heaps and heaps, and given some amazing outcomes, but have missed the mark as far as dealing with the scars of abuse. This PHSYC-K thing could be the one element needed to make the changes work. I hope so, I'll know in the next month or so when I do the course. But initially the Bruce Lipton and Rob Williams material is really interesting and encouraging... no exciting and inspiring. Please have a look Melanie Peace. You deserve healing, every little innocent kid does. A decent society would never let what happened to you happen. You are innocent. You are strong, or you wouldn't be here. You made it, all on your own, just a kid, all on your own. Good luck, my deepest, most sincere thoughts and prayers and Spirit to to you. But you don't need it, honestly, it's all inside you, it is you. Look at you. Be amazed at you. Scars can't hide you. Honour them, they served you well, kept you going, got you here, no one else did. Then let them go, no more pain.