[peacefulmind]

I was thinking about what my polarity is leaning towards and I find it is quite difficult to tell because there are some major contrasts. For instance, most of my goals have me as their center, yet I would never step on other people to accomplish them because power does not appeal to me. Also something I noticed was when it comes to people who are very close to me I am not very sensitive to their problems and feelings yet I forgive them easily. The opposite is true for people who are not as close to me. I am more sensitive to their problems and feelings yet I do not forgive them easily. Is this weird or normal? How can I be a love person if I put myself over others and how can I be a fear person if I don't care about power or glory, what a dilemma. Maybe I am leaning towards one or the other and I am not realizing it or maybe I am just in denial, I don’t know.