I have to admit that my biggest skepticism about this "phenomenon" is that it ends up sounding like people are worshiping numbers. That being said, now let me explain me. I am a very open minded person, currently(and for a while) struggleing with my christian beliefs. I am very open to the idea and ideas that we have no clue as to what reality or consciousness truely is or where it will take us. We seek the understanding and try to make different ideas fit around what we choose to want to believe. I am trying to just listen without getting too excited about things. I am a believer in many things such as the law of attraction, many of the concepts in "What the bleep do we know" and quantum physics and mechanics. I have tried to find ways to take my understanding of those "out of the ordinary ideas" and blend them into how my christianity can relate. In other words, how does the bible and its messages relate and give meaning to the other things around me? So, now, 11:11.
I have been seeing it for years. I know when it started and I know it was a changing point in my life. I have always wondered about it but just thought it coincidence...until today. I have been going through a great deal of inner struggles, trying to make perhaps new life changing decisions. I have been seeing 11:11. I am in sales and was on my way out of town today when I had to use the restroom in the worst way. I stopped at one of many gas stations and went inside....no it wasnt 11:11...yet. I used the urinal and as I am reading some scratchings right in front of my face...out it popped. someone had written 11:11 on the wall! WTF!? I thought....weird. I was on my way out of town to a lunch appointment and I needed to pick up a doctors note for my step-daughter. I decided to do it now vs. later and thought it wont take too long or make me late. I looked at the clock...11:09. I stopped and got the letter and thought to myself as I was driving away..."See, that was quick...how long did that take?" yeah, you guessed it, I looked at the clock- 11:11. It was enought to make me google 11:11 and it led me here. As i read the 11:11 article and truly felt it, I looked up, my microwave and stove, both in front of me, both with clocks both read 7:31. since that adds up to 11 and both are directly in front of me...does that make 11:11. again WTF. all i know is that i have been soul searching. i have been reading on meditation and consciousness and i have been seeing this enough to smack me in the face. i will not worship numbers but i do believe that life is more than the black and white that so many people settle for. i am writing all this just to vent and see what someone might say in response. thanks for listening
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