I guess I don't believe in them and don't care for them. Besides my conscious level is raised, I need control. It reminds me of Spiderman who once he recognized his powers he tried to perfect them. It may not seem like a big problem but it is when you want to help but your hands are tied. For example knowing the exact timing of the event would be a gem. At this rate it is the next day, 3 days or two weeks. I'm also trying to break past the symbolism. For example I dreamed of people going to Washington DC. hundreds of people were traveling to the area and when they arrived they were all sweating. Strange I know. The # 2 was important and I was looking at t.v. watching everyone sweating. Wall Street closed! When I awoke I thought of global warming or an attack. Wall Street never closes. Two to three days later President Ford dies. I was looking at tv and people were going to DC to the funeral. People were crying not sweating and the stock market closed in tribute to him on January 2nd.
It's freaky but I need more precision. I'm starting to think I should just stop trying to control them. I've been going back and forth for years now. That's how I came to this forum to try something different. But crystals I am not willing to try. The forum has been a great outlet for me and I welcome any other participant input . Maxwell has been extremely helpful and sweet.
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