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Sworn · 02-25-2007, 12:09 PM

25 februari 2007 - Day 12

Wow not so good today again. Had a long time no see friend come over and we drank wine until 6 am and got myself out of bed at noon.
It was a load of fun and the thing is my social life is ok but pretty modest. I did sleep until noon but I also got out of bed the moment I realised I was goofing. Then I got started on the day working a little bit instead of the sitting at the computer. That felt better. Its important that this happens because it allows me to start trusting myself. On one hand days like these are the ones Im waiting for because I need to lose my vulnerability to losing momentum. I sit here at a clean desk now and its very hard to regret that I had a drinknight with my buddy.
Taking the bike to the store and get food instead of waiting until I really got hungry before I hit the store (reactive=bad, but the usual stuff)
stretching was painful but felt good in a non-masochistic way I like to believe.

I also tried EFT to do something about the heavyness that comes with a hangover. I still dont know if I just got distracted but I did feel different.

02-25-2007, 12:09 PM	#153 (permalink)
Sworn Senior Member Join Date: Jan 2007 Posts: 111	25 februari 2007 - Day 12 Wow not so good today again. Had a long time no see friend come over and we drank wine until 6 am and got myself out of bed at noon. It was a load of fun and the thing is my social life is ok but pretty modest. I did sleep until noon but I also got out of bed the moment I realised I was goofing. Then I got started on the day working a little bit instead of the sitting at the computer. That felt better. Its important that this happens because it allows me to start trusting myself. On one hand days like these are the ones Im waiting for because I need to lose my vulnerability to losing momentum. I sit here at a clean desk now and its very hard to regret that I had a drinknight with my buddy. Taking the bike to the store and get food instead of waiting until I really got hungry before I hit the store (reactive=bad, but the usual stuff) stretching was painful but felt good in a non-masochistic way I like to believe. I also tried EFT to do something about the heavyness that comes with a hangover. I still dont know if I just got distracted but I did feel different.