I'm familiar with this state. At first it can freak you out a bit, but if you progress through and beyond it, it gives way to a feeling of total oneness. Yes, you are technically alone, but if you turn your gaze inward you will find perfection and completeness there. Instead of feeling alone with yourself, you begin to feel at peace with your Self.
When you examine your Self from the inside, you realize your consciousness is a wondrous and beautiful thing and nothing could be better than spending an eternity exploring its interior richness. At this point instead of striving to reach a "better" place, you realize that right now, you are already in heaven, and your purpose is to delight in the exploration and the experience of it by giving yourself completely to the present moment.
Perhaps the best way to describe this state would be: ridiculous happiness.
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