hello again
I just need an opinion about my situation because I'm kind of getting crazy.
A little info about me, i am a confident person (well i think i am. haha), i'm not a worrying type, I am always sure of myself and knows what to do in certain situations, not until college.
I don't know if it has something to do with discovering some guys likes me and they are always around me, and I dunno how to interpret that. I will give a certain scenario, for example, I was sitting and my guy classmates suddenly surrounded me, I don't put malice in it. I am actually one of the boys so I'm not assuming anything & also that's probably the reason they feel comfortable around me because they know that I'm not the girly girl and we will get along w/c is alright with me. But the thing is I suddenly feel weird like I feel like I'm being too comfortable and I feel like I'm on the "spotlight" (it started when I learned that those guys like me) and I'm starting to think like what if they don't think or see things the way like I do, what if I am already being taken advantage of and I'm not aware because I'm "too trusting"? I just became really uncomfortable and unsure of myself, and all I can think of is because I don't know what they think of me not in a way like, "do they think I'm beautiful?" "do they find me hot?" more like I don't know if I should trust them because I don't know their intentions. I would like to think its no big deal, if they like me they like me, that's it so there's no reason to feel weird, but like I don't know if they respect me or they are just testing me because im kind of a tomboy? Im actually thinking that I shouldn't doubt myself but I just can't shake the feeling..I don't know how to look at this kind of situation. and these are actually good looking and high class guys, i dunno if this has something to do with it. I'm starting to think that I'm asexual. Oh my lord... I don't know what to think.
I guess I'm really not that confident after all. But I'm good with socializing and all that I'm not shy type at all. I know its kind of stupid but I just need other perspective. Thankyou!!