You're hurting him worse by staying with him than you ever will by breaking up with him. Trust me, if you don't have any feelings/love for this guy, the relationship is going to crash HARD down the road (may take a few years) and he's going to be far more hurt then than he will be if you just ended things now. So, first of all, you not wanting to hurt him is an EXCUSE.
Second thing I want to iterate to you is that NOBODY can "repair" you. You have to repair yourself. Until you realize that one very important thing, you'll never get what you need.
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