I'm struggling with this as well, and a lot of the things you said mirror my own life, especially the "just sitting" part. I have many ideas but I don't know why I continue to sit on my computer and find more and more ideas yet never put any of them into action. It could be fear of failing, fear of wasting even more time on another less than perfect job, could just be laziness. An object at rest wants to stay at rest, and an object in motion wants to stay in motion. Once you lose momentum, it gets harder to get going. Everything in this universe is constantly changing and growing, to stop growing means to die. So just get out there and do things, go for a walk, go to a free museum, go to a library and see what section you gravitate toward. What would you do if you knew you only had a year to live? What would you make sure to accomplish before anything else? If you can't narrow it down, write down all the jobs you'd like to do (or try) and find out the traits they have in common. I just did that exercise last night and it was pretty helpful. I also realized my problem is lack of money. Once you get to a certain level of being broke, it's hard to take any steps forward. Hopefully you can find your answer before you get so broke you don't have any options left. If you want to PM me and have a "purpose buddy" I'm here! Good luck!
