I don’t think you need to be saved.
It is a horrible thought isn’t? We are the world we have created. We might be peaceful but somewhere inside of us we aren’t. It is a hard concept to swallow. I have the luxury that I have always believed this for as long as I can remember. I did not know the word or the term how it was referred to, I could explain it that I am everyone and I am responsible for everything.
Quitting life? How do you come to that conclusion? How about this.. I created it, so I have the power to stop it. Think of it as a challenge, a whole different level of challenge, to bring yourself together in a whole new way. A whole world of consciousness it out there for me to figure out, why would that make me want to end my life?
If you accept subjective reality, then also accept you have all the power. You created it so start changing it. If you accept this view point, here are the two choices (everything else is a combination of the two main choices)
1. Live in fear. You accept you create all this, but now it is so out of hand, fear, sadness, confusion of how you could do this to yourself fills your life. Life continued to spin out of control because you have given into the fear that permeates so many people (aka parts of your consciousness) already. You become the very thing in the world you were confused about, disliked, and were worried about.
2. Be empowered by it. If everything is you, and you are everything, then I can change it. Start being the change you want to see. Everyone is an extension of you. Every time you act (when you cut someone off on the road, hurt someone’s feelings, help someone, help an animal, plant a tree), you are hurting or helping yourself. So why not always help yourself? You have the power change it, so do so.
Now which path you choose is up to you. So what do you want to do? Wallow in fear and sadness? Take the metaphorical bull by the horns and change the world?
Choice is yours.
Adrienne