I've found there's a lot of people that will make you feel like they're watching you and judging you, depending on who you are.
Well actually, there's only a few people, but if you let them make you feel that way, the experience seems immense
But then you realise that they're the loser people, and the last people you need to worry about, anyway
I still am somewhat self-conscious, but nowhere near as much as I used to be. 5 years ago, I thought that people were monsters, and in 5 years time, I think I'll be able to socialise well, without that anxiety.
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