[whattodo]

I am gay. When i was young, and before i hit puberty, i had not worried about it one bit. but, when puberty struck, i started noticing my attraction for boys. the main reason i wrote this thread is to ask you all, is my life worth living? I look at all the guys out there and i feel like i am missing many things. i feel like i dont have what they have, their looks, their love lives, their social lives. i feel sad. sometimes i wonder, will i ever get children, will i ever get a family, because i dont feel attraction for women,and it is impossible to marry another man i love, because my family is defintely against that. not to mention society looking down on it. I am still in the closet and have told no one except you all. is my life realy worth living, you tell me. should i life live like every other human being, or is my life wasted because i turned out to be gay.
please think this carefully. i rely on you to save me.