Thanks, you're right, I'm actually well off compared to a lot of people. I know this, I'm just really hung up on my life feeling like a whole list of failures. I took six years to do my 3 year degree - a length of time that is already difficult to explain to employers without admitting I suffered from severe depression. I already suspended my masters degree in May after telling my uni I had depression and everything again. I came back because I really wanted to finish it because I don't want to drop out and I still can't seem to study... I can barely muster the concentration to read for fun... I've been like this so many times, I'm just so stressed out and I can't study and I don't know whether I should quit entirely or not, throw in the towel, and just spend my whole time healing, which I suspect I need to do, but then I can't imagine that that would be a good position either.