I would like to throw in here that one of the things I took away from reading some of the Abraham-Hicks stuff was that they said that anger was fine if it moved you up from despair and vengeful thoughts were fine if they moved you up from anger. I have had a lot of anger in me off and on. I would always try to just stuff it away because I was always getting the message that anger is 'wrong'. What Abraham-Hicks said was that while you don't want to LIVE in anger, if passing through anger or other negative feelings on your way up the scale helps get you moving, those emotions are actually positive in your case.
For you, tranquility is better than the flat lining you are doing day to day, so that is a good thing. I am a pretty emotional person, so I have managed to get to where I can buzz my energy up to this tummy-fizzing joy pretty quickly. But I have a hard time holding on to that feeling. You might arrive to that point more slowly, but having more stable emotions, be able to hold onto your feelings longer. Or maybe YOUR joy might feel different from MY joy.
Anyway, Abraham-Hicks has 22 different processes that you can use to help elevate your feelings in their latest book. You might try it and see if any of them work for you.
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