[cylon]

One thing I have come to believe in my life is that whatever is happening is a reflection of something going on inside myself. If I am having a dilemma or concern or question about life or anything like that, invariably it gets reflected in my reality. Sometimes it takes me time to see what's happening but I usually can make the correlation, often times it just hits me in the face. Happened today as a matter of fact.

So.... that doesn't mean what people are saying is "true" about you, because you are obviously not those bad things... but there is always the possibility that you may have at one time believed that what they were saying is true and that you haven't fully accepted a certain part of yourself or have mistakenly judged yourself as inferior in some way.

I really hope that makes sense in the way that I meant it.

Basically, we are always growing and learning and sometimes when we see an issue within ourselves that we choose to move beyond, consciously it is not surprising to get plenty of "hits" from the universe that basically say "so you want to dwell on this subject? Here you go. Deal with it."

In other words, when things fall apart, quite often it's a sign that you are actually breaking through old barriers, and that's the rubble laying around your feet.