 question on relationships
OK, that's a great post, and a HAHA moment for me.
Still, there's one point I am confused with :
What I want :
-Be a light worker, therefore definitely polarizing on the outflow.
-Have some girlfriends, have some sex etc. (which is more inflow)
what should I do?
-about the girls :
1) focus more on giving love to the girls, and not caring at all about receiving some love, and having some good sex. Or :
2) Just change my flow direction and focus on receiving love and having good sex?
I should chose option 1) to stay in alignment with my inner feeling of prefering the 'light side", but if I am honest, I WANT to receive love and have some good sex.
So there is a third option :
Chosing option 2), focus on inflowing energy, until I have satisfied my desires, then I can come back to what I prefer : outflow energy. But isn't it "dangerous" that I can be seduced by the "dark force"?
Or maybe there's a fourth option : honestly change what I want about the girls and focus on option 1), until finally I get love and good sex in return, but that wouldn't be the main intention.
What do you think?
Actually, by writing it i realise i prefer the fourth option, but it is hard to honestly change what I want with the girls. I am doing something wrong or what?  |