well, since youre in a spiritual forum... are there any areas of your life where you feel like you may be 'caught in a web'??? and, since you live in south africa... do spiders have any significant meaning in your culture?
when you used to see the speckled ball, did you ever look to see if it would form into anything?
i dont think youre crazy... i think it could be possible you have a gift that wants you to pay attention to it.
