[reuniter]

I am a 50 year old artist. In many ways, until now I have lead a very charmed life. I am talented enough at music and acting that I have been able to land enough work to bring in a decent income for quite a while now. So I have been able to keep myself alive doing almost exclusively what I love.

I have a beautiful wife and an incredibly beautiful 5 year old son.

The trouble is my relationship with my wife has always been stormy and this summer she became increasingly depressed and distant with me and our fights were starting to take over our lives. She also seemed to have become jealous of my relationship with my son. He and I had gotten closer to each other than either of us was with her.

We decided we should take a break. She took a month and stayed with her mother in a far away town. We got in an argument over the phone after which she called back at 1:00 am and said it was over and she was going to come back to my house just to prepare for a divorce.

I tried to talk and reason with her during that time but she just stonewalled would not hear of anything but divorce and just kept repeating that "once love dies it cannot be revived".

So a month ago she took my son and has left me. She has totally cut off all contact and I am being denied access to my son.

I am in contact with her mother so I do have some word of what is going on but not much.

The actual legal divorce has not happened yet so I do have a legal right to see my son but I am avoiding a confrontation for now because I am holding out hope for a reconciliation and I believe my wife is not mentally stable right now as she did some very crazy and irresponsible things with regard to my son. I am hoping that if she can calm down we can work things out.

So the things I have to deal with right now that are overwhelming to me are:

1. Doubts about whether I can manifest a reconciliation.
2. Depression about being separated from my son.
3. Intense loneliness because the boy I have cared for as much as his mother has cared for him has been taken away.
4. Loss of the ability to concentrate on my work and market myself.

I want to try the manifestation techniques but I am afraid that the spiral of negative emotions are overwhelming my positive intent.

How do I escape the negative spiral and manifest a positive resolution that has my wife and child come back to me?

I have never used medication before but I am starting to think I need some right now just to get me calm enough to do the work I need to do.

Will medication interfere with manifestation?