I do feel used, she knows i love her and i am sorry. same time i know we are here because of my mistakes. but arent we all allowed to suffer hard times, is it not the people who love us that are meant to stand by us and above all be the ones to try and understand and not give up, its not like i wasnt there for her at all in the last 2 months, it just i was under pressure and i messed up. but i would never give up on her. i know its easy for me to wax lyrical here because she cant respond. but i am being honest. she was the light in my day since we broke up i find it hard to enjoy anything. all i want is her back.
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