Hi!
Would you help me clarify two things, I would be really grateful!
1)Looking people in the eyes
I don't really know if this aligns well with the principle of Love. I look at people into their eyes but am afraid I will get beaten up(you know, afraid with courage).
|EDIT: I don't think being afraid of being beaten up is unaligned with Love.|
Where do I draw the line when looking people into their eyes? I know it's a very vague question but it's hard to concentrate right now(which is also an excuse).
2)Emotional black hole that I have
I have achieved a LOT compared to where I was before, but none of it gives me any happiness. I'm not emotionally retarded, I feel sadness, but I don't feel any happiness.
Is it because I'm still on the path to being, well... "fully grown"

or am I on the wrong track?
Thank you in advance!