Hello! I can totally relate to you. I can remember back in high school, I was the odd one out. Not to say you are the odd one out. But, I know what it is like to want to create good friendships and be un able to manifest this.
This is what helped me! I decided I wanted to meet people with my same interests. I joined a dance studio and danced there once a week, with women my same age. That was all it took. Now I was surrounded by ladies my age, with my same interests!
So, what do you enjoy doing? How about sitting down, making a list, go online and do some research. Try signing up for some activity, sport, or group. Make sure it's one that has people your same age.
Also my husband an I have done something called a Reality Board, for years now! You simply take a big poster board, cut out images that inspire you, and paste them on. These images are things you want to have or experiance in your life. You could post a group of friends, having a good time. I look at my vision board daily and it totally inspires me. Now I've gone through 3 boards, because I keep crossing things off once they are make reality.
This is fun and I promise you it works. Our vision and feelings create so much of our life, so take advantage of them! Good luck!
