to be honest I can understand where you are coming from ...
when I was younger I learned through a perverted neighbor what it meant to be a female
after that I wanted to be a guy
-not have the parts-
but have what you called 'the energy '
I wanted to exude the don't mess with me I am a guy attitude
and not be looked at as a piece of
-well to put it bluntly-
a piece of a--s
so yes there is an energy there !!
me I have tried to block mine
so I might not be any help to you
all I can say is let whatever is inside come out
I will love you for it !!!
