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Old 10-28-2009, 08:21 AM   #14 (permalink)
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Originally Posted by rei View Post
did you mean that resonates for you personally or applied to my situation?

joyous experimentation sounds like a wonderful option... why i am writing about it here instead of going out is because i'd like to get a bit clearer... i had a major intuitive confirmation to the idea of being a lesbian (which just happened again when i got present to ask about it), and that caught me by surprise when it first happened. so maybe this is my way of integrating it before i explore in more worldly ways.

thanks for your ideas Michelle
It resonates for the situation you described in your OP and with my own past experience.

There was a period of a few years where I was not sure if I was gay bi or straight. It seemed to change daily. Needless to say, I was very confused.

In the end it had to do with issues with my parents and blocking my own masculine and feminine energies until I was basically an "it". It needed a few years of therapy before I was finally able to allow those blocked parts to flow, but when I did everything became clear.

And even though I am straight now, I still feel free to appreciate the beauty of the female body. Otherwise how could I appreciate my own?

If you have any more questions feel free to ask.
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