[Megan]

nvictor, I'm a native English speaker, but I let anxiety about criticism while taking English classes in college keep me from getting a college degree many years ago. I enrolled in and quit two English classes.

I still don't have that degree.

So I would say to you that it sounds like you're doing wonderfully with learning a difficult language to master--just continue to do your best and accept where you are at this present time.

Years from now, your fluency will be even greater, and you won't think so much about the grade you got in English.

But you will, I'm sure, be very grateful for having earned your degree.

Best wishes,

Megan