Quite possibly rei. I'm curious about it myself...I've been doing alot of work on changes, and it's quite possible I am still holding on to this part of myself out of fear? As for my brother, I don't think I'm defending him, since I admitted that he has gone off the rails with pot and what not. I have moved towards a healthier way of living in recent years and don't surround myself with those people anymore, so it's quite possible I am clinging to what is familiar to me, as I have been in other areas of my life.
Thanks for asking
Also, by "We"I was referring to the millions of people who AREN'T interested in creating change, but who are liking the status quo! That's what's mainstream I think! I'm not asking you to, or expecting you to accept my reality at all...infact, as you may recall, I was right there with you in your vision for a new world.