I'm getting into deeper and deeper depression.
I wanted and tried to stay friends with her..BUT
Have talked alot of bs to her (stupid jokes about her and HIM), even checked her messages once more - of course as a man of truth I admitted this. And now she refuses to talk to me and even see me. This brings me even deeper :-(
Why do some women not appreciate the truth....if I haven't admitted this, she would still call from time to time, just to tell me she loves me (as she does quite often since we broke), she would come to hug me from time to time (several times per day). But I wouldn't be OK with me - I hate lies. She didn't like that, probably. And lied to myself....
Yours,
Alex
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