@ Scott,
I am not sure about something like your example for me either. It is so far from what I want to do with myself. I want to learn how to share my feelings with people, and be able to connect with people and their feelings comfortably. For me, walking around a grocery store, looking ratty and with my finger up my nose is not going to get me to that point. I am at the point where I don't care if people think I'm crazy, and want to reject me and don't want to talk with me, especially with people I'm never going to see again. I will very quickly say eff it, I don't care. If it's someone that I'm going to be in regular contact with, and want to develop some kind of relationship with, that is where I'm going to have problems. That's why I so much admire someone like Dukie / Daan and speedhugging.
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