The only way to figure this out is to move outside of your comfort zone and try to connect with the right people.
I was watching Kurt Cobain interviews on Youtube today and I realized how much I have in common with him. I always thought he was an angry person, but he was really a super-intelligent guy.
I saw one interview where he connected on a musical level with Courtney. It's extremely difficult to find the "right" connection with another person, especially considering that you are highly conscious.
This is going to take time. Start networking. BE OPEN to the change you want to come into your life. If you just stay ready for it when it comes, you'll find what you're looking for.
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