Thank you D Castle for your advice
What do I truly want?
What I truly want is the privilege to have my own space, my own privacy, a place of peace and not having to worry about disappointing someone because my choices when my choices are not hurting myself or anyone else. The freedom to see my friends and not have to worry about what time I have to be home and stressing the whole night around my friends that I have to leave pretty soon so I can get home in time so my gparents won't be upset and not talk to me the next day. I feel like I deserve to have peace in my life and my own personal space. I am a responsible and mature person and I know I will be able to take care of myself just fine. But my fear is not making my gparents happy and them not supporting me in my decision and being told negative things all the time. But I just have to get over that and do what I want to do and want I feel like I need to do in my life.
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