sorry, I didn't explain properly. The business hasn't been giving me any profit for a long time. For the past year I even had to pay out of my pocket to keep it going...I keep hoping that things will improve, but it's not realistic. I've given myself December as a deadline and it's fast approaching, so it's time to face the facts and prepare the future (whatever it may be).
I am not given up too easily. I've tried everything I could. I've asked for advice on this site; put things into practice, etc. This is it...end of the line. I'm letting go. I have to surrender. Nothing else I can do.