I believe being torn between these two choices is another way of the mind still sabotaging you from following either one of them. It (not your true self) wants to stay where it is, comfortable and in the known.
See it doesn't matter what choice you make either one will be perfect. Just choose one.
Although both give you the same feelings, deep down inside you know which one is calling you more. You might be scared to admit it but you know.
Sit with yourself, meditate or ask yourself plain and simple "Which one should I pursue?" The first one that pops in your mind is the answer.
And after you choose don't ever second guess it. Choose one and go after it 100%, do not give the mind room to beat yourself up and allow it to cause doubt and pain.
Start living one of them NOW.
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