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Originally Posted by peacefareast  but in each case even this one as healthy as it is, |
Good lord, man, if this is what you call "healthy" then you have my deepest sympathies regarding your past relationships.
This is the opposite of healthy. You hit a sexual wall at year one and have been beating a dead horse for 2.5 years. You're in couples counselling and now you are on a break. And during that break suddenly you feel relief.
I don't know how many signs you need, man, to let you know that this girl isn't right for you.
Also, stop blaming yourself. It takes two to tango and you said yourself that she was a "powderkeg." It's not all your fault. You have your issues and you are contributing to this relationship failing, sure, but don't shoulder all of the blame.
But you already know all of this stuff (and what you need to do). it's all in your post. You just need to find the courage to do it.