[Amandaroseblue]

I am very new to all of this. I am 53 years old but I was exposed to the paranormal (as they call it) at a very young age. I have been taught for most of my life that it is all demonic activity. I have had certain abilities I would not allow to grow because of this. I love God very much but have left the "church". Not Jesus' teachings, Just the church.

Here is where I need help. I dream and I know and see in my dreams the activity like a story someone wrote. I know I am dreaming and I am deep into the story of the dream. I like the dreams because I know I am going to learn something about myself or someone I know.

I have had God ( I could not see his face) in a dream answer a question for me. I felt unloved because of what I thought was an unanswered prayer. God told me I couldn't base His love for me on what He gives or doesn't give me. I did recieve what I wanted 2 years later, but I had first to act like it was on it's way. People thought i was crazy but it happened as I saw it in a dream.

Recently I saved my relationship with a man I love very much because I dreamt of a woman who was set on making him her husband. When I told him about this dream he looked terrified. He wouldn't admit the truth in it though. In a few short weeks my dream was revealed by me hearing a voice in my head saying "go on facebook. Log into his account." I did and the instant message between the two came up. I called him on the phone, while he was instant messaging a planned meeting for them to have sex. He was floored. He admitted everything and told me this was his boss and didn't know what to do. The next day he confronted her. I wanted to leave him, I didn't know if the spirit guides gave me this dream to protect our relationship and warn me in order to save it or to tell me to leave him. My daughter believed it was to save it. I am glad I stayed.

Are these Lucid Dreams? Are these dreams from Spirit Guides? Are they my subconcience thought which is removed from emotional thought patterns so I get a clear message of what is going on around me?

I now know it is not that I am not demon possessed. Sometimes I get a dream, sometimes just a word or numbers. I got 558 floating around in my mind and I watched it. I knew I had to remember it but do not know why. This morning I went back to bed, I know I was going into one of these dreams and saw the word "support". "support" kept floating off to "sub...." but the sub word would not finish and would go back to "support" then I saw "submit".

Are these messages Lucid dreaming?

My daughter thinks that I am recieving these dreams from guides that could only get through to me in my sleep because my concience mind fights them off because of the Christian teaching that these things are wrong and of the devil.