Well this is the way the last statement was phrased
"Your manifestation abilities are strong, but you often hold back."
Technically I kind of thought of it as the same answer "I'm hiding"
I have already sought some guidance on this from myself.. and only come up with "information unknown"
and the word "esoteric" interesting word yes
But thanks to both of you for your answers.. I am still okay with more input
I don't honestly know what either answers means.. I listen.. I understand.. but I haven't quite figured it out.. I'm complex like everyone else.. or I make myself out to be..
certainly becoming less complex will help and is what I'm going for..