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Hotrox · 10-15-2009, 08:14 AM

Thanks for the advice Sandra, I do need to practice building some good habits.

I got lost in writing that diatribe, but I would like to add; It seems like I don't care about a lot of things. I'm not sure if this is just another defense mechanism I developed from being really hurt in the past by a girl. But for most of my life, young life I'm only 20, it seemed that my motto was "F**k it" and I pushed everything aside. I find that now I don't care about people, but I want to care, I don't care about being in a relationship, but I want to care. It's really hard to explain and because of that I have my doubts that's how I really think.

10-15-2009, 08:14 AM	#3 (permalink)
Hotrox Junior Member Join Date: Oct 2009 Posts: 3	Thanks for the advice Sandra, I do need to practice building some good habits. I got lost in writing that diatribe, but I would like to add; It seems like I don't care about a lot of things. I'm not sure if this is just another defense mechanism I developed from being really hurt in the past by a girl. But for most of my life, young life I'm only 20, it seemed that my motto was "F**k it" and I pushed everything aside. I find that now I don't care about people, but I want to care, I don't care about being in a relationship, but I want to care. It's really hard to explain and because of that I have my doubts that's how I really think.