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Amandaroseblue · 10-14-2009, 04:10 PM

I have been very connected since I was a child. I have been scared out of seeking knowledge about his since I was about 15 years old. I am now 53. My daughter sees and knows my gifts and believes I have ignored my abilities. The truth is I used to use a Oujia board when I was a teenager and I believe am called to use it again. I do not want to anger God I love Jesus and believe I am a christian, but I can't ignore this side of truth.

I did have bad spirts come through the board when I was young. I was taught that this is evil and is a sin. I thought that it must be true when evil came through. But, At the time, I was living in an evil place with fighting and abuses. I thought that the board is evil, but after visiting this sight I have come to think that evil was drawn to the board because evil was in my home. I hated my father and I drew hate into the board. I have forgiven my father although when he died I had wanted him dead. When he was on the operating table I didn't want him to wake up and he didn't. My pain ended that day. Or so I thought. It only brought on another kind of pain. I forgive my father and pray he forgives me for having such horrible thoughts. I hope he is very happy now. He wasn't when I knew him.

I am thinking that I can use the oujia now since my journey and desire is to be like God. I do not ever want to be separated from God and I desire to connect closely with his "angels" as we call them. thank you Erin. I have sought answers and the past two days I claimed my miracle answer from God and I believe your web site is it. I will following my calling. I would like to tell all the spirits that used to visit me that I am going to go forward and learn. I know now because of what I read That I must keep my vibrations up. Evil thoughts and wrong doings of any kind will hurt that.

I do have one fear with going forward and that is God. I do not want to displease him. I love him and want to be with him in heaven one day.

I hope to one day help people humbly as you do, Erin.

10-14-2009, 04:10 PM	#36 (permalink)
Amandaroseblue Junior Member Join Date: Oct 2009 Posts: 23	I believe this is part of my answer. I have been very connected since I was a child. I have been scared out of seeking knowledge about his since I was about 15 years old. I am now 53. My daughter sees and knows my gifts and believes I have ignored my abilities. The truth is I used to use a Oujia board when I was a teenager and I believe am called to use it again. I do not want to anger God I love Jesus and believe I am a christian, but I can't ignore this side of truth. I did have bad spirts come through the board when I was young. I was taught that this is evil and is a sin. I thought that it must be true when evil came through. But, At the time, I was living in an evil place with fighting and abuses. I thought that the board is evil, but after visiting this sight I have come to think that evil was drawn to the board because evil was in my home. I hated my father and I drew hate into the board. I have forgiven my father although when he died I had wanted him dead. When he was on the operating table I didn't want him to wake up and he didn't. My pain ended that day. Or so I thought. It only brought on another kind of pain. I forgive my father and pray he forgives me for having such horrible thoughts. I hope he is very happy now. He wasn't when I knew him. I am thinking that I can use the oujia now since my journey and desire is to be like God. I do not ever want to be separated from God and I desire to connect closely with his "angels" as we call them. thank you Erin. I have sought answers and the past two days I claimed my miracle answer from God and I believe your web site is it. I will following my calling. I would like to tell all the spirits that used to visit me that I am going to go forward and learn. I know now because of what I read That I must keep my vibrations up. Evil thoughts and wrong doings of any kind will hurt that. I do have one fear with going forward and that is God. I do not want to displease him. I love him and want to be with him in heaven one day. I hope to one day help people humbly as you do, Erin.