I guess I need to figure out how to unload the gunk. Or vomit it like ar81 mentioned. Might be that in that morning is exactly what I did. I will have to see if any unforgiven feelings are hidden but I'm a forgiving person.
I've had that discussion with my ex boyfriend(still like a best friend) about forgiving and making enemies friends. He doesn't see it but I agree best way to forgive is turn hatred feelings into those of love for the person. Yet I fall into apathy and I know that is even worse than hate.
