I already tried that out. the pin-points upthere come from that experience..
I asked for some of your views since I feel an external perspective might give me a help since actually it might sound like a paradox but my happiness, my achieved things (regarding my "job") are somehow confusing me a bit..
since this summer I feel something knocking at the backdoor...something telling me "ok...now it's time"
for a full transition to something else?
for some major tweakings on my current "job"? (for me is not really a job,...just something I like)
donnow yet
the fact is that I feel I don't simply want to do beautiful things (like I'm doin now) ... it wouldn't satisfy me since I know I've got to do THOSE things first.
I know I will to do lots of different great experiences in my life...
for example I know I'm goin to buy a motorbike and travel a lot one day... but this just "so beautiful" it's surely not part of my main purpose..so it can wait for now
I know it might sound a bit pointless so far but I'd love to hear something from the outside ...trust me