Probably the same situation with me too. Yesterday i went out after a long period of being alone and closed in house. I tried to study for midterms and save some money. I failed in everything i studied and somehow i didn't save a single penny. All i got is a feeling of loneliness and need for love.
Couple of drinks didn't help me to feel happy when we were in the club. I was looking at all those happy people, they were singing and dancing, celebrating nothing but life. I just stood there and looking around. And women just started to aproaching me.(that don't happen very often). We were talking about everything but i didn't pretend that i'm confident or happy. I couldn't pretend cause i'm really messed up these days. Girls tried to cheer me up, and they've succeded. Three possible dates are in front of me.
I'm waitng for meeting them again because i'm so interested what will happen now. I refused to be confident clearly showing that i'm a woulnerable person. If people are really feeling better when helping someone then they will feel like they helped me and that could be some kind of connection between us.
Or maybe that teory about confident guys will ruin everything again. Im so courious..
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