 wow
thanks adam. its really helpfull what you wrote.
BLUECRANE:
were you born in S.A? but i know exacrly how you feel. and no, you are right, being a martyr is not my purpose. i know that. but what about balancing the "evil" arround me. you know positive to negative cancellation?(sp) what if i dont die but end up doing wonderful work? wouldnt i risk not having that experience? what do you think?
and if i get out? where to? i am an african with no other citezenship... go somewhere west and live a life of a refugee? a second citezenship is all i can have at best?
i dont know, what do you think? |