Originally Posted by seeker5
Hmmm. Probably because of the former.
That's very common after workshops like this. I have gone through similar things. It's actually okay though, to realize that you saw something in yourself you want to change, but not feel like you have the power to change it. That's why you work on Truth, Love and Power. Don't resist what you found out about yourself. You've already reached out to me in a private email, so we should continue our conversation there, but trust me when I tell you that you'll look back on this time and realize you had to slip and fall in order to climb a different ladder. It hurts at first, when you land on your rump, but you'll dust yourself off, grab the new ladder, lean it against a different tree, and start climbing again. And you've got people willing to help you get started. To private email then...