I have hit rock bottom...the only way to go is up!!!! Over the last one month, i have given myself courage to live the life i want...no more sitting around waiting to be taken care of or rescued. i owe it to myself to give me what me needs.
I've began journaling to ease stress and hold myself accountable and i must add, i enjoy this thoroughly!!! journaling has opened me up because then i can be totally honest with myself and critically analyse my thoughts, actions, feelings and desires. i am luuuurrrrving this!!
i have discovered that i want more from this life...it may not be riches or wealth (it may as well be though), it may bot be to get whisked of by a billionaire ( i wouldn't mind) but am starting small. am giving me the opportunity to work towards bettering my life and making it magical.
Enough about that. I am intending for myself;
a) A six figure monthly income in the next 6 months or less (one that is payable at the end of the month)
b) A closet full of beautiful clothes, shoes, bags and accessories to replace the tatters i now own and to boost my esteem.
c)An offer for a permanent job that i am good at and will thoroughly enjoy
d)A romantic relationship in the next 6 months, with a sweet, romantic, clean, faithful, attractive and financially stable gentleman (of course the actual intention carries more qualities than this)
e)A house for my son and I that is comfortable, clean, affordable, easily accessible and safe.
f)To complete my doctorate in the next year and a half without financial struggles.
Please allow this to happen for my highest good and that of all those concerned.