I was talking with Rose of Cairo about the topic of sexuality. She's a male soul, meaning that she's been male in most of her incarnations. I'm a female soul, though my body is male. We androgynous people seem to flock together
I actually noticed this a lot in my life, that highly developed people tend to be androgynous. Rose told me about what Soul Realignment has to say about that. Apparently we start incarnating in bodies of a different sexual essence to what we are used to, to complete our growth. A highly evolved soul is both man and woman.
I've been finding out about this recently. The first time I heard (about two years ago) that most people have had lives of both genders it felt weird to hear it... yet kind of good. And recently as I've come to understand and accept that my soul has had more female lifetimes than male, it's been as if a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. It's like, "Oh yeah, I'm feminine. I don't have to go around pretending anymore. I'm free!"
So now I have a funny goal... I want to learn to express my repressed femininity again. I'd pushed it under because the guys at school made fun of me. But now I don't go to school and don't have to spend time with people who are going to be cruel to me for being what I am. So I want to break out of my shell and really express my feminine side with
relish, whatever anyone says. That would feel so good
It's funny, I look at my own writing and it looks like I think of it as a "guilty pleasure"! But what the heck do I have to feel guilty about?
Anyone else had this sort of experience?