Hi Murre,
I just want to say that I feel you. I also spent a year in Germany and upon returning home to the States I experienced something called reverse culture shock. I was never really able to go home again, so here I am in Switzerland :-).
It doesn't have to be the same for you, of course. In any case your feelings are a signal that something is not quite right. Have you tried meditating at all? It is a great way to receive love based guidance concerning one's life.
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