I agree in a way with what Mynder has told you
(there is a idea of knowing the knowledge.. but not implementing)
The person I told you about who is psychic also believes a lot in channeled information of a entity called "Elias"
I suggest if you can't get the answer you seek here.. to go forth and find a fellow psychic/teacher/or channeled entity and get answers that way..
Your blocks are created by YOU that is fact.. if you know that like I know that.. then seek the solution that best fits your own blocks