It's my name, Caren, and the two initials of my hyphenated last name. I am me wherever I go, and I'm living so as to have nothing to hide... so, me. I sometimes still get a twinge of

when I post something somewhere, (my ex-husband just because my facebook friend, which links to my blog, blah, blah, blah) but I'm learning to go, "Hello,

, so nice of you to visit. I'm just going to keep writing."
On some other forums, I'm dharmamama - because I look at parenting as my dharma, my teaching in this life to realize what I am.