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Forgive yourself.
Do not blame yourself for everything, do not punish you for everything.

The world can take care of itself without you for some days.
Let the world alone and take care of yourself. Be your friend and realize about the great many things you can accomplish.

You feel little, but you are not.
Discover those many things you CAN do.

What you believe is true.
If you believe you are ugly, you will be ugly.
If you believe you are handsome, you will be handsome.
Be careful about what you believe.

If you are not happy with yourself without relationship, you will not be happy with a relationship. Heal selfesteem firs, then try to start a relationship, not in the reverse order.